Let me try and make this entry without sounding insane.
So, basically the only thing I've been thinking about for the past couple weeks is getting this surgery done. It's always on my mind, ALWAYS (is the chorus of
this playing in anyone elses head btw). I just wanna get it over with. One thing that's making this entire ordeal even more agonizing is that I still don't have exact dates for everything. Next month is when I'll most likely buy the plane tickets, book the studio apartment I'm staying at, and confirm consultation dates. Hoping by then I become less restless and more excited. With the dates finalized this entire thing finally becomes real.
